No Rest for the Weary

So with Jared in the hospital, that makes me a single mom, so here I am trying to make everything work.

Let me tell you, it couldn't have come at a WORSE time. I am trying to get things ready for a bridal show that I just committed to doing. I am very excited about the show because it is a super local event, and I will be only one of two photographers at the event.

I have to design, print and bind an album for the event, and I am still in the design faze. The problem is that I am horrible at design, and it is getting me nowhere except frustration land. Part of the frustration is that for the first time ever, my computer is running REALLY slowly, so not only is design the biggest pain that ever was, it is going really slowly. Add to that the fact that Daphne won't even let me work on the project, and you have a recipe for a frantic woman.

Also, Daphne is not the most wonderful sleeper that ever was, so add again to all that I mentioned above the fact that I haven't slept for 3 days (and really even longer than that) and you see where I am at. So, here I am at 4 am kicked out of my bed, with nowhere else to go.

The problem is that Daphne is a little hard to control when you have to take care of her alone for 24 hours each day. She gets upset when her dad is not around, so she doesn't ever want to be put down to play on her own, it is some sort of a security thing I guess. So, making breakfast has been a nonexistent thing for the last three days.

I guess it is a blessing that I am up this early because I am working on the album in between sentences, but I SO would rather be sleeping. This album HAS to get done though. If you see me again, make it a point to ask to see it because it SHOULD be a brilliant work of art when I get done with it. If nothing else, it will represent several sleepless nights and a miraculous ability to make it go right.